I think tmr I gonna get it.
Tmr I will be going to kui pek house.
I Don’t know what will happen to me I’m already prepare tat he will nag me!
I feel somehow giddy just now…
I think im too stressed over…
I have low blood pressure, this few days I feel not up right everyday when I reach home watch tv shows suddenly doze off immediately and I happen to zzz every night? This shows how stress I am? If I happen to doze off I will be awake the next morning like how many days I didn’t slept for?
I have been skipping to listen Chinese songs Chinese songs is always emo I recently keep hearing R&B and Radio Fm songs to prevent me from thinking about him. I know I have to face it im trying real hard to do it.
Every morning I awake I saw his image.
Every night before I could sleep I close my eyes his images appear.
My head is spinning all images of him.
Me my mother doesn’t knows what happening to me and we are living together in one roof. I won’t express my feelings out my friends around me know how upset I was.
I just wish him to leave us peacefully without suffering that’s all I can hope for right now.
Past he did promise me a lot of things just hope it appear on my dreams.
That’s really good enough.
Alot of them complaing tat i've changed,
Yeap!
My attitude has changed,
Me myself also dose'nt know what im replying messages to?
I dont really wants to speak up and replying messages.
Receving eveyones messages..
Their messges was like?
Girl are you ok?
Please take good care of yourself!
Dun think too much already.
Thanks Especially to Naipa and Naima...
They are very worried about me.
and thanks to the rest they let me be alone they dare not ring me up neither message me.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
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