Understand,

Till today you still dont understand me at all. I've been tied and control. What makes us turn this way? you yourself knows very clear about? I just wants the love from you and not been tied and control this is called being control and not love! You always wants to meet and chat on phone everydays even we have no topic at all i dosent wants end up you says Weekdays im tired u undetstand but weekends i didnt work and i refuse to chat with u.. Why not u ask me to marry you now! so u can get to see me everyday talk to me everyday? when u came back from work? I really wish that you can think one day. I had sort things out with u not even me SC and WL tried too but? nonthing gets into your head at all? Why always ended to this state than you will really go and think about it? The feelings has changed its not as strong as before. Im avoiding. Time is to give us peace and not quarrels. So Please you know that if we carry on things this way things will never get better!

I really hopes u had grown up and knows how to think already.
You have all your words.
Time is what we need the most now.
Wl says im hurting myself, Yar indeed better than u having your emotionals,thinking of drinkings, dont wants to sleep middle of the night??
Please.. Leave me alone.
Is time for you to think and for me to have peace!
You said you going to change?
Lets Hope for.



Zhu tou still as sweet! and nice ever!
Zhu tou will never fail to be there,
I hope this counts on and on.
I miss Zhu Tou.