Why should i go through such a pain.

MaZu big day. Love them. :)

Why should i go through such a pain.

Yesterday 20cents came down i was so blurr and i dare not to walk towards him.

My mind is blank my heart beat pump so fast.

When i reached home i cant sleep the whole night all my image appear is him.

I hate myselff for not getting near to him or maybe is the past inciddent i met to let me fear?!

If not i definately will get near him maybe this is the final chamce?

I Missed it.

Im so sad right now.

Blame myself for it.

I miss u but i hope i can get to see u again although u cant talk but at least i can see how happy you are once again.

If Ahjie is free i will visit u again and buy u macdonalds.

Eveyone tear during the big day everyone thinks of u but i have no tears to tear all dry up everyone cant bear but we have no choice glad that u are always around us.

I only have one wish from u is : PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF. 

我和难过,可是我没有选择!